The Situation Happened Suddenly

Now I don know how to describe my mood... coz last nite(1/11/2009) i heard one surprising news that never face it even once.... this my first time heard it.... this news has make my best fren feel very very very sad... until she don have any appetite to eat, not enuf sleep, tired and moody.... so i try to pray hard to GOD so that HE will protect and take care my best fren well.... my best fren nw is far from me and i cant take care of her.... so sad.... i hope nw i will beside her and take care her every second.... i wan prepare meals for her so that her stomach is full all the time... i don wan she is hungry..... me nw is planning wanna go her thr.... but my plan is damaged bcoz i nid sit my STPM.... :(